I was homeschooled from kindergarten through 12^th grade. It shaped so much of how I see the world and how I learn. There was a lot of freedom in it. I could follow what interested me. I am grateful for that. It taught me how to be curious. It made learning feel like something I got to do not just something I had to do.

But growing up outside the traditional school system also meant I carried this quiet fear with me. That I was behind. That I had missed something everyone else had figured out already. I remember second guessing myself all the time wondering if I was smart enough if I would ever feel caught up if I was doing it right. It took me until I was twenty to decide to go to college. I did not rush into it. Honestly, I was nervous. Starting something new when it felt like everyone else had a head start made me feel like I was arriving late to the party.

I have zero regret about starting school. I love the structure and the challenge. I have learned so much not just about the material but about myself. That I am capable. That I can handle more than I thought. That I actually like being pushed even when it is hard. I did not take the traditional path, but I am proud of the one I have taken.